Monday, November 5, 2007

Not The Way To Start

This has not been a very positive day in the slightest and to top it off, it's all on the day that I decided to try to get back into the swing of things and try to lose these extra pounds I've put on since we haven't been eating correctly. Of course, stress = eating things you shouldn't.

My son woke up this morning and threw up before he even got to breakfast. I drew the straw to stay home with him since I can work from home. I started working early this morning and had a 10 AM meeting so we really couldn't do anything until after that. Just before my meeting, John calls with news I was not happy with and it immediately put me in a poor mood. Some days I think he does it without realizing its affect on me, other times I feel he does it on purpose. He knows what pushes my buttons so why does he continue to bring it up. Especially right now when emotionally I'm am on the edge of the ledge. *sigh* Luckily, he agreed to drop the thing and tell his boss no for now. So this issue is now mute but it still irked me off all day and all the things I planned on doing became null.

Anyway, by the time my meeting was over and I planned on taking my son to the doctor, he was sound asleep. I didn't have the heart to wake him so I snoozed as well. We didn't wake up until two hours later. I guess we both needed it.

Finally, we had a really healthy supper of PB&J sandwiches and that was sooooo not on my eating plan but... you can't win them all.

Unfortunately, I'm caught up in about six things right now so I'm going to wrap this up for now. Today was one of those days that made me think that I'm not up for the surgery in June. For one, these guys aren't ready to have to take care of me for a few weeks and two, I'm not sure I have the emotional stability for it right now. I told you I'd change my mind a million times between now and then. Well Huggles.

1 comment:

  1. Sorry you DH pushed this button - whatever that is. DH's can be kind of dense sometimes.